Yet To Understand... (finished)

I've never done anything right.
the smile on my face
it's just a fake disguise.

your my addiction
like a drug.
you get me through the times
when i thought i should be high.

I'm sorry that I've been scaring you
just promise me you'll understand
I'm not doing this to hurt you my dear
i don't know whats wrong with me.

i don't understand how you can love me.
from all the things you know.
how is it you aren't embarrassed?
i think you deserve so much better.

even though the pain i have disappears when I'm with you
i still don't understand
how you could fall in love with someone like me
and would want to be around.

i love you so much, you will never know.
i hope that you will still believe in me
through all these things.

I'm sorry i doubt your feelings sometimes
but still i have yet to understand,
why you call me your fairy tale princess
and i make your world go round.