In need of sleep...

I'm tired. I lay in our bed praying that these thoughts of you would stop washing over me. I roll over to your side of the bed and your scent consumes me. I place my hand where your body should be and feel the emptiness rush thru me. I stare back at the ceiling and even that brings memories of you. My breath grows short as the weight inside my chest grows with every thought of your face. I'm tired but cannot sleep. Cause if i do you'll appear in my dreams and that scares me cause if i see you there i'll never want to wake up.I sit up in bed and weep cause I know that your gone and I shall never sleep again...