Paints and wonderful ideas

If I could paint myself black and white
I would just to dream of these beautiful colours
If I could wash away my fears and forget all I've seen
I would and die just to remember
If I could dance and sing my sorrows
I would be happy to suffer
And if I could erase my face and change my name
I would...just to be a stranger

If I could replace my dreams with idealistic structures
I would just to change into a dreamer
If I could erase my frown and clear my thoughts
I would just to think a lot clearer
If I could change my feelings for some knowledge
I would so I could forget to feel smarter
And if I could change my words for something real
I would...just to feel better