I trusted you

I cut my wrist and lose the pain.
I have nothing else to turn to.
I trusted you.
My wrist continues to bleed as I grab the razor and cut my flesh open from my other wrist.

I no longer feel the pain.
I am numb on the inside.
I trusted you.
No one knows what is going through my head as I continue to cut my wrist.
No one understands.

I hate my life.
I hate myself.
I trusted you.
Tears start to form.
I was so stupid.
I fell in love.

I am worthless.
I am so stupid.
I trusted you.
I can still see you kiss him.
That image burns in my head.

I cut my wrist once again.
I went too deep.
I trusted you.
I fall to the ground and start to see that image once again.

Why did I fall in love?
I am so stupid.
I trusted you.
I knew love was not for me.
I am all alone.

I know I am dying.
I don't care anymore.
I trusted you.
The pain is no longer there as I die a slow death.

I take my last breaths.
I think my last thoughts.
I say my last farewells.
I can't believe I trusted you.
I slowly close my eyes and think about the first mistake I made.
Becoming friends with you.