Overwhelming Guilt

by Tina   May 5, 2004


I've heard that you've been smoking in your darkest nights, don't you know that smoking really isn't right?
When you get high it makes me low, you forget your things with me sometimes you don't even show.
The commercials say have courage, well how can I to you? Will you even listen or do you have better things to do?
I wish you knew how much I cared and that I don't want you this way, but i seem to loose all my words when i came to see you this day.
You were lying on the floor will the drugs around your hands, in the background was playing our once favorite band.
I start crying and check you pulse none is to be found, and all that is left of you is what I found on the ground.
I should have said something, I should have spoke my mind, if only i wasn't so worried about you being kind.
Now I'm at your funeral in the very first row, crying out my eyes because thats all i have to show.
You never knew i loved you, or even that i cared, because i never told you my courage i never shared.
I should have listened to the the commercials, i should have brought it up, now my hearts breaking you left me in lust.
I come up to your casket and put there a white rose, i run away crying, tears running down my nose.
I wont talk to anyone i locked myself in my room, you left me feeling guilty this is my worst doom.
If you would've listened to what all the teachers said, then maybe you wouldn't be in this place..maybe you wouldn't be dead.

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