Confide part 2

Looking for a way
To simply forget
So many poems
That show tainted regret

I loved her so much
And in some ways still do
You could barely understand
What Ive been through

Golden pages of sincere love
The paper ripped apart
And bleeds like that
Of a torn heart

Lost in this plain
Of utter misery
Trying to forget
The amazing chemistry

Scratching her name
Into the bullets side
And know in her love
I confide