I seek a friend

Tonight in this midnight darkness
tonight in all hope and despair
his fingers close around mine
all his warmth's there
together we lost rose
surely no one can replace her
our tears will stand tall
with such meaning
and love

we have memories together
we will always remain
best friends forever...
she claimed her suffering was just a phase
her nightmare was a sudden daze
there is a reason for everything
for tears
for fate
for laughter, too
rose, i love you,
I'll miss you
I'm just too late

and now i sit by the peaceful ocean
my heart has continued to tear
thinking of that one person
that couldn't possibly be there
memories of our friendship
run circles in my mind
my love's never far from your grave
and the troubles that i now find
i turn to face the world ahead...
never seeing you again..
these thoughts give me nightmares
again, i seek a friend
people make mistakes
I've said it once or twice
but some people cannot cope with them
so they find another way
to end their life