Good enough

I feel nothing is ever good enough
If I'm talking to a friend
I'm blowing you off
Don't tell me this is the end

I find apologies come to easy
Between you and I
If I don't give you the answer you want
Then it must be a lie

I'm holding back the tears
So you don't see inside
That I'm feeling so alone
When you're standing by my side

I'm always stuck out in the open,
Listening to what I did wrong
Now all the nights I slept so sound
I find are nightmares lasting too long

And I can't find the words
To scream in your face
I'm not that kind of girl
So I'm still stuck in that place

Where our angles are separate
And nothing is the same
I have nothing to say
So I just take the blame

You said I don't let you in
Because i shut down
When your screaming in my face
When you swing your body around

I don't want to let you go
But the pain is just too rough
Its getting too much to handle
Because I will never be good enough