Screaming
The pictures fall and crash on the floor
Yelling
Even the cats scared, I dont wanna hear it anymore
Crying
I cant help it, my mascara drowns my cheeks
Faking
That everything is fine just like it seems
So close to leaving
But I chose the bleeding
So close to running
But I couldnt stop the tears from coming
Another panic attack
And I am lying on the floor
Taking deep breaths
Because the breathing has stopped
Another wash of fear
Another surge of saddness
And I am lying here
Thinking this could be my final moment
Breaking apart
Into two
But one by one
I pretend not to hear you
Cuz I dont want to
Im gonna fall
Into the ground right now
Im lying here helpless
Asking god, what do I do now
Im here again
And continuously breaking
