Why does this pain hurt so bad
How can i miss what i never really had
Who is he?
but a nobody haunting my life a mere ghost
Hiding in the shadows afraid to face whats real
Oh how he hides behind that bottle
His slurred voice screams lies
Lies!
These are my thoughts
but you never did listen
so remember it's because of you
I end up missing
it's because of you now that i hide
Lying under a bridge
Frozen lips, Damp cold cheeks
While you struggle to sleep sitting in your bed
Thoughts piercing into your head
As you repeat and repeat
those words that your read
I wrote in blood a note that said
My poor tortured soul so weakened by
your presence I shall not Lie
It was you that always made me cry
the not that said it's because of you I am dead.
