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by Becki VanHegan Oct 11, 2007
Sadness, depression /
It hasn't always been this bad... i haven't always felt like this...
but recently thing have been getting me down, depressing me even more
like at the flick of the switch my emotions are scattered
the fluctuations, the balance out of proportion
i cant seem to stop the tears flowing from my eyes,
why does all this s**t happen to me
as if i don't have enough to deal with with my "friends"
GCSE's coming up soon... how could i forget?
but whats the point? with my mind a mess and my emotions everywhere
there is no way i can even try and concentrate on anything
can't anyone see what this is doing to me
can't anyone see the pain I'm feeling?
does anyone truly believe me?
a lot of people do lie about this for the attention
but i am not one of those people
i don't see how people could lie about something like this
they dent know how it really f**ks you up
and its usually the people who have a constant smile on their face or are usually "happy" or "hyper" that are they f**ked up ones
the ones that have problems lying so deep within them
its too hard to extract that from them
its a part of them
its who they are now
and sometimes with a hint of physical scarring too