Eternally damned

Its so cold
I will die here all alone
This fridgid air will collapse my lungs
Because theres no love there
In my heart
To hold them together
To keep me breathing
And why should I breath
When I was meant to bleed
These cuts on my arms
Are reminders
To every moment I had to suffer
And I shall die
You are pushing me too far
And I shall cry
You dont know how far
I am going
Because it will be my only escape
From this place
Right here
That I have begun to fear
In this house
I am scared
And eternally damned
To frightening nightmares