The Way You Make Me Feel

I don't feel like talking,
I don't feel like hiding,
I don't feel like thinking,
I don't feel like smiling.

I feel like I have an urge to scream,
I feel like I really want to cry,
I feel like I want someone to care,
I feel like I'm a used worthless girl.

I hate the way you lie,
But yet I love the way you make me feel,
I hate the feeling,
Of your warmth.

I hate the way you smell,
Because hours after,
I'd be high off your smell,
Needing more and more of it.

I hate the way you know how to make me feel,
The way you hold me,
And the way you make me believe,
There is not a care in the world.

But I'm sight-blinded on how,
You tell me straight out,
Every lie that I know you are speaking,
But every ounce of me wants to believe you aren't.

I don't know enough that a boy that makes me cry,
Isn't worth my time or my life,
But I am so stuck on you,
I gave everything.

So you happy that,
You fooled me,
You ruined me,
You scared me,
You hurt me,
You plainly messed my life up!