Why?!

Why won't you get out
of my head?
Even though you left
me hanging on a thread,
No one can wipe the
tears I've already shed,
All that's left for me is
to wait for my heart to mend...

Why am I still anticipating?
All of those nights that
I've been dreaming,
Is now giving me pain,
The bullet of failure has
shot me in my end..

Why must I feel this way?
It feels like there's not
a chance that I will ever
see the light of day,
I'm now covered with
a cold, poisonous mist,
I'm out of my mind that
I punched myself with
my own fist...

Just so you know,
I can't stop this feeling though,
It's taking control of me,
The only thing I want now,
Is that someday the heavens
will play us a soothing melody...