Don't Forgive Me

I didn't mean to say all those things,
I'm sorry I made you bleed and cry,
I wish every moment to be forgiven,
But I can't so I might just die.

I don't deserve a second chance,
So don't spoil me like that,
Life is like the performance of the dance,
There can't be any flaws or you pay in blood.

I heard myself yell at you so angrily,
And look at you and you're hurt, I know,
Will I crawl back to you hungrily?
I know you wouldn't want me back.

And I know you're I think I need,
You're silently breaking under my words,
I think this argument I can not lead,
You know I shouldn't be forgiven.

Don't forgive me,
I don't deserve that,
So punish, break me,
Kill me away,
I really don't care much anymore,
Just whatever you do,
Don't forgive me.

I know I hurt you,
You don't have to tell me,
I know I made you blue,
Don't forgive me.

I don't deserve your warm touch,
I don't deserve your promising words,
I thought I loved you so much,
Don't forgive me.

Don't forgive me for my sins,
For sin is what I've done to you,
Is our light the one that dims?
I think it's my fault, too.

I didn't mean to say those things to you,
And I'm so sorry,
Now I believe it was never true,
But this is my sorry.