Gone

Its gone...my gift and my passion for my music.... the music in my heart no longer plays...and now i no longer can play the songs that released me from myself.

i can't play... its a painful cut in my soul...its torn apart my sanity...i was so beautiful and gifted to the music world..and tonight my injuries once again prevent that beautiful escape...i'm cursed to lose the gifts of talent that make me happy

i'm losing it all not only the gifts of joy but also my whole world...everything gone... whats next my friends...wait they too have started to vanish...family? no they're vanishing too...guess that leaves just me.

its all fading....i'm consumed by anger and sadness and the loss of the happiness that has escaped my life.