Confused

*A Poem From A While Back.. That I Forgot About*

I wish I could tell my boyfriend
I love him and mean it
But I cant cuz im still in love with you
So lost in the daze

That daze of me and you
So lost in the fact
That you disappeared
Slowly day by day

You went from always talking
To not talking at all
I went from the best friend
To the one you ignore

It went from telling each other everything
To not knowing one thing about each other
I don't understand what happened
What happened to the friendship

What happened to how close we use to be
What happened to always gunna be friends
Was I just some girl to you
Someone to waste the time

Until you got your life on track
Was I just the pass time
The use && lose
I want answers

Don't want to be kept in the dark
I cant handle the silence
Its killing me
I need the explanation

I need you to answer me
I don't understand
I wish you'd be a man
&& tell me the truth