Lost in a dark place
Without a single idea
Without a clue
The only thing I wish I had
At this moment
Is you
But what can I do?
When I have done this to myself?
I know I did wrong on doing this
As I reach out into
The breathless darkness
I try to find you
Suddenly, I feel the coldest breeze
As it touches my face,
I breathe in the clenching air
That takes every single bit of me
I fall
I feel my body breaking
The pain runs through my body
I open my eyes
And I break with a scream
Hoping you'd hear
Its useless
You will never come back
The thought of fate's revenge
Brings me so much fear
As I creep up to a pair of feet
I reach and grab on tightly,
Drenching tears stain my face
I look up in disgrace
Hoping I will see mercy in their eyes
But my hope is false,
What I thought Id see
Its nothing close to what I thought.
I see the eyes of God
But hes ashamed,
What have I done?
I have made him disappointed
Only, he isnt the only one
And now what?
I lay there,
Without a clue
Lost in my delusional residue
I have made a bigger mistake
I thought it was fake
But it was more than just true.
I lost you.
