My Internal War

by Malori   Nov 5, 2007


Bear knees placed on the floor
Hands holding each other
Head down, asking for something other
Than tears in these pitiful nights
I plead to the Lord, asking Him for peace;
The only thing that can fix my problems.
Oh, how I wished that very moment
For an answer
One my ears would understand
But I knew it was impossible
Trying to keep my prayers quiet
So no one else would know,
I do this every night..
Theres only a single prayer that I know
I wonder if I'm not asking the right way.
Maybe. I won't know anyway..
I rest my head
On my pillow of dreams
Rest on my bed
Thinking of the ways I could change my life
I feel like I'm ready,
But I have no strategy
To win this fight.
Without a clue
I don't even know who
I am scheduled to fight
I get the feeling its myself
Its either that or big guy from hell.

**not necessarily true story**

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