Never loved

I open my eyes to see the light
not knowing what direction to go
I'm all alone now and these tears fight back
not wanting to get past this
i don't know how i could ever get past this moment
when all i want to do is fall

i saw you today with her
and it's killing my heart to know you've moved on
i wish i could've said everything i felt
but the thought of rejection killed me
to see u hold her hand and kiss her lips I'm living in this life alone with no one to dance with
hold onto to tell em i love you and to know I'm loved back
thats all i ever wanted was to know the truth to know how sumone once felt and to breathe the air and know ur there standing next to me ..........................
but now i play dumb
when i see you put on a fake sile and walk on by
not knowing how i feel today but knowing once u slipped away