Starting over

by Sonya   May 9, 2004


I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
Cause life isn't exactly going my way

I'm afraid to speak my mind
And use my own opinion
Cause then the world will turn round
And say I'm doing it all wrong

I'm loosing hold of what i thought was going great
But i guess this is what they call fate
The tears are starting to roll
And I'm starting to take this life of mine for granite

At the end of the day
Everything goes wrong
All i do is try to please other people
Never do i think of me
So when i hear i did something wrong
Its not a little thing

Everyone chooses me
To look at imperfection
I need someone to lead me in the right direction
I have no confidence in my self
Or even in my life

I feel like just keep falling
Deeper in the pit of life
All i do is keep the strife
And never let myself forget
Of what i went through
And how its not the same

How this life is one big game
Expert in life you can only roll the dice once
And when your gone your gone for good
Although sometimes its too hard to see
That in life there really are possibilities

I try to get over it
And try to understand
It from everyone Else's shoes
But i always mix it up
And always end up alone
Still not able to find anyone
To stay by my side
And wipe the tears when i cry

I don't what you could call it
Or how could you say
That life isn't worth living each day
For it gets worse
And i t gets better
But its just like a broken record

Ill try to believe
That i can succeed
But for all i can do is plead
That i can stand up
And be my own person
And look at the qualities
Instead of the faults

SO thats it I'm done
I closed the door
I'm starting over
In a whole new form

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