She's gone and now he will be forever loving her

She had decided that this was not enough
to drink herself almost to death
to shoot up with a needle in her skin
and carve the name of her lover with a razor bladethis is the first timeshe can't think of him knowing it would make her loose her mind
and that theres no point in her sorrow
because not even time could brin ghim back
ohhhh
she lays there and thinks to herself
what if this had never happend
never had the oppertunity to loos the best thing in her life the thing that ment the ost to her for these last months
but walking in her mind now is his phaded memory of the way it all use to be and what she would do so she gets the razor blade and gently puts it to her skin
thinking of hi and cutting at the same time her thought s lead her down a broken path she wishes she never had
but the truth is she can't fight back so she gives up and looses her life as
she slips the razor to far and now she'd bleeding to death
the way she never thought she would
the pills , the booz, the needle and the blade are all contribtors to her sad teenage death
but would be a happy ending knowing he still cared but the truth is he still loved her everything she once was to him he still remembers and thinking how he'll miss her smile
the way her eyes shined when she laughed and how he held her when she got mad
so much to think about so much to now remember but letting go he swears he cant
so hell live forever with her meory
holding her hand