Her Sincere Fantasy Of You

Her eyes collided with your cold ones
Her heart raced with one million love songs
She knew she wanted you more than the stars in heaven
But she also knew you were way too good for her to begin with

You weren't friends, you never hung out
You never spoke never mind smile
But the day her blue eyes met your cold ones
Was the day she knew she was hopelessly in love

Her sincere fantasies of you
Made her believe you wanted her too
She would kiss you, and even hold your warm body
Wishful thinking got the better of her

The day came down to when she got tired
She knew she needed to express her feelings out loud, and so she sighed
She wasn't prepared for the consequences of her action
She was just desperate to observe your shocked reaction

She grabbed a blue inked pen
She picked up a plain white paper
Wrecked her brain in thought
And with every word she fought

"Dearest Josh, my beautiful angel,
I wanted to write this - no I needed to show you my true feelings
I love you, I crave for your touch, for your kiss
I fantasise about the day our surrendered lips meet
I love you
But do you love me too?"

She placed the pen down, and sealed the love note in a plain white envelope
She sprayed some perfume on to remind you of her
She then tucked the love note under her pillow
Just to sleep with you for the night before her fate meets her willow

Next day at school and she saw you again
She called you over and your face was perfect
You looked perplexed yet you dithered towards her
Her heart raced with your perfect complexion, still she held out the love note and you took it to see

You walked off holding the note
She just wished you didn't see it as a joke
That letter held her true emotions for you
And all she could do now was wait for your reply

Next day and she heard nothing of you
You most likely chucked the note away and laughed foolishly with your friends too
Then suddenly for the first time she saw you walking in her direction
She was hypnotised by your gorgeous complexion

You handed her a folded up note and said, "Here's your answer"
You then smiled and walked off
Her heart raced as she gently unfolded the paper, wishful thinking taking over
Nothing prepared her for what it would say:

"Look, I've never been in love
My life has been nothing but rough
I don't know what it requires
But I do know it involves liars

Sorry, chick, but you are not my type
I'm sorry I have to break it to you, but don't get too hype
Babe, you do not hold the key
Therefore we will never be"

The words wrote perfectly down on the paper caused her heart to break
Tears formed straight away, and she couldn't fake
That was not the answer she wanted, that was not the answer she had wished for
Yet you had made it quite clear, and you had showed her the door

You will never be, and she will never change your mind
She still loves you, and she always will
She has tried to forget about you; to move on
And she just wished her love for you was a con

It wasn't though, it was for real
And even though you hate her, maybe you could tell her 'what is the deal?'
She loves you, she always will
The only way you can be together is if she dreams of her sincere fantasy of you.