by sara Nov 11, 2007
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
I think about you everyday. But we have moved on or at least you have, but your still in my heart. Every time i see you i just think about all the good times that we spent together. And it makes me miss you even more. Everyday i ask myself why do i still care about you so much? Then I wounder if you still think about me. You were one of the most important people in my life, and I am losing you over something that I did but know one will tell me what I did so wrong. So now theres a big whole in my HEART. We used to LOVE each other but you fell out of LOVE with me but I'm still falling in LOVE with you more and more everyday that I see you. I may look HAPPY but really I'm FALLING apart deep down inside. I don't know why it's so hard for me to get over you when you TREATED me like shit. You kept telling me that I did nothing wrong but you just kept making me feel like it was all my fault. I wake up everyday hoping everything will be ok then I see you after school when I'm leaving the parking lot and everything changes. I try so hard not to think about you but it's to hard. Four months ago today you ASKED me OUT. When I'm around people they think that I have moved on and that I'm STRONG but when I'm alone everything changes. I wish i could go back in time and change everything so that I could still be with you and we would be HAPPY together and just to HEAR you say I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS. But things change and people change. I will always love you but it's my turn to move on even though I'm not ready to. |