Nothing to you

You're adored
I'm feeling numb
my heart's bored
seems to be dumb

I tried to be
special to you
now I'm empty
and daunted too

feeling dazed
my mind's away
your smiling face
unseen today

something you have said
can't get it out of my head
"without you there's no fun"
I'm so glad
but tell my why I feel so dumb
you gave me something
forced it's way through my skin
and reached my heart
but in between
you pushed me apart

frozen again
my skin's so cold
I close my eyes then
soul can't hold

you're treating me
not material
just wanna be
with you real

I always yearned
for being with you
now it's confirmed
I'm nothing to you...