Are you being faithfull?

I try so hard to believe it
when the words flow from you
but are they really
what can i do

i wanna to trust you so bad
but after all you have done
all the pain that you caused
you had me about to run

i want to know it's all true
that it comes from your heart
but nothing seemed right
not even from the start

i want to know you mean it
ever single last thing
but my heart is still bleeding
from the pain you did bring

i want it to be the truth
that each kiss is real
but you don't think what you did
was such a big deal

i want you to get it
that it still hurts every day
that I'm trying my hardest
to make it all go away

i need you to see it
how much it tears me down
but all you did was sleep with her
why would i want to drown?

i need you to know
that i will always love you
but are you being faithful
i don't know what to do