To My Baby (Mommy's So Sorry)

Mommy's so sorry
Mommy's so sad
mommy couldn't keep you
no other choice she had

mommy screamed and yelled
no one listened no one cared
they didn't give a fck
though it was my body you shared

now ill never see you
now you'll never get to grow
mommy feels so bad that
she sunk so low

i didn't want to hurt you
i didn't want you to die
and now all i do is lay awake
and over and over wonder why

mommy misses you
although we never met
no good life you could of had
your daddy wasn't set

mommy hopes you like heaven
mommy hopes you like God
we had no choice
neither of us even had a job

mommy is so young
but i still wanted you
grandma wouldn't listen
there was nothing else shed let me do

i miss you every hour
i miss you every day
when they killed you
a piece of me was torn away

i hope you can forgive me
for what i did
I'm so sorry for it
for not letting you live