Mixed Emotions...

The feelings I have are locked up because of you
Hand over the key back if you're not going to unlock my heart
Anger and sorrow is what I get from you
Needless to say we were never meant to be
Yet I want to be with you even though there's nothing there
Can't you see it's hurting me more than you?
How do you live each day knowing this?
Am I someone important to you?
No is your reply...

Knowing the truth, you break my heart
Is this how it ends?
Kei, you say, "I'm sorry it had to be this way."
I go blank and just walk away without saying goodbye
or give you one last hug
Couple of week's pass since this incident and
all trace of our friendship has vanished
Hours I've stayed up, wondering what to do
And then I realize what to do
Next day...teenager found dead at home...
cause of death...broken heart

2:29pm
2-22-06