Not that freak

Nothin' in my life succeeds
that reflects in all my deeds
pleasant things I cannot feel
something I can never steal

people think that I'm a freak
maybe I've a little leak
they all think that I'm insane
I'm OK so please go away

in my life there's only rain
all the hurt I've to retain
pleasant things aren't haunting me
all bad one's certainly

I'm the black sheep
so give me no chance
watch out and keep
your security distance
I am sick of it
got to swallow week after week
I'm not that freak...I'm not that freak