Crazy

Sometimes I find myself going crazy as it seems
I punch the walls and slam my fists into any thing close
The sensation of pains as my knuckles bleed
I'm searching for a way out a way to stop the acheing inside
I find myself sitting on the floor against a wall
Rocking back and forth crying
The world spins out of control
maybe I'm crazy
I cradle my knees close to my chest
I cry I scream
I'm not sure how to stop it, stop the pain
My body is trembling now, shaking
almost enough to shake the earth
So i keep shaking, rocking, crying
Can't breathe now lungs stabbed
by the eternal bleeding of my soul
I start talking to myself
I really think i'm crazy
I'm dieing...Did you know?
Way deep inside i am being torn to shreds
But i keep shaking, rocking, crying, dieing
and there nothing I can do to stop the acheing
I think I'm crazy
Eyes are hurting now, no more tears to cry
Getting weak now, no more strength to shake
Getting really dizzy now, no more will to rock
No more pain now, it's all becoming numb
No more dieing now, for I am already gone.
I Know I am Crazy now.