I miss you

I miss you
feels like a lifetime that you've been gone
and I'd give anything to see you again
just for one last time

without you here
there's been so many tears
you used to wipe them away
but now you're the reason for my fears

it hurts so much
i wish you could kiss the pain away
i miss you in my life
i wish you could have stayed

i hope you're happy now
i hope you found what you were looking for
i know you're out there somewhere
but i wish i knew where for sure

i hope you thought of me
when you took away your life
i only wish i could have been there
to take away the knife

couldn't you see
how many people couldn't live without you
you thought none cared
but without you here I'm lost for what to do

now all that i can hope for
is that heaven has coke and KFC
and then I'll know you're happy
even though you can't be with me

i hope they have your red and black skinnies
and your very own franklin square
I'm always going to love you
living without you feels so unfair

finally i hope that one day
for one last time i will hug you
i can't believe i cuddled you for the last time
so this time i won't let you go

I'm always going to miss you
i didn't want to feel your presence for the last time
not from your coffin
but still i kissed it goodbye

i loved you so much whether you were gay or not
i wish people could have understood
why did they have to hurt you
i guess they didn't know you would

you were so special
you meant the world to me
so i hope that now you're happy
and that this was meant to be