Does she

Does she even care
what i think or how i feel
the only thing there
are the scars that helped me heal

does she even know
why i cry these tears
with my fragile heart hidden
afraid of pain for many years

has she lived life my way
cuts and stabs to ease the pain
none there holding you back
or stop the thoughts that drive you insane

does she know what its like
to hear those words everyday
it feels worse than a knife
stabbing and twisting in many ways

shes suppose to be a mother
but that she'll never be
how can she hurt her daughter
all i wanted was to be free