I am dead inside

I am dead inside

I can not feel

too afraid, so I hide

can't feel what's real

my heart

too often broken

shattered into pieces

too much left unspoken

I can not go

pain increasing daily

ending in sight?

Yes? No? Maybe?

Tears wasted

on family and friends

disappointment and anger

everything just doesn't make sense

I once loved you

I onced cared

you have changed

you left me unrepaired

you meant everything to me

you knew I was alone

You knew my suffering

you knew I didn't have a place called home

Why did you ruin me

more than I already am?

your presence disgusts me

I onced love you, damn

I just can't realize

what you did to me was real

you are so selfish

don't even care about what I feel

I HATE YOU

more than words can say

but I also know that

I will love you till my dying day!!!