So, I did a spell I found in my book to find my magick word... it said to remind yourself of the word as often as possible.
Well.. I sat down, did the spell, and guess what my word was...
SELF-RESPECT!!!!!!!
Hot d.a.m.n, that's kick a.s.s!
I found a freakin petrified sea urchin on the beach a few days ago. I had a perfect pentagram on top of it! I swear it's an omen.
I had a wonderful (yeah.. right) break.
I went to the zoo in MB with the sister and mother.. it was weird...
1. Got 3 lougies on me compliments of an a.s.shole llama.
2. Almost had my finger bitten of by a pig/dog.
3. Was followed around mercilessly by a lonely donkey.
4. Got b.i.t.c.h.e.d at by a shetland pony.
5. Had a monkey blow me kisses (that was cute)
6. Played with the biggest rodent on earth (holy f.u.c.k its teeth were huge!!!)
7. Got yelled at by 2 monkeys because I ran out of peanuts to throw them. (literally, they were pounding on the cage and making ugly faces at me)
8. The best and most wonderful thing that happened during the whole break.... I got my entire hand stuck (for like a good 15 seconds) in a buffalo's nostril. Oh, that was great-- it made me quite horny actually (haha no pun intended). What happened was, I stuck my hand through the wire to give it food (it had abnormally strong lips). For some reason he decided to put his head down. Well, my hand was stuck in the wire and it went right into his nose..(I guess he didn't notice...even though that's like getting fisted and never realizing it until it's over...).. he didn't move.. just chilled there, waiting for me to do him a favor and pick it or somethin'....
I saw two CS's parked next to each other! One was orange and the other was white with a tan top... it made me quite sad...
I was hit on at Senor Frogs by a 60 year old drunk retarded (I'm serious) black guy. It wouldn't be that bad except for the fact that he was the only person that hit on me.... excluding the guy whom was fighting and head butted me....
And that's basically it.
I couldn't stop thinkin' bout what you were doing. Wishing that maybe by some miracle you'll have a long break... hoping that you somehow found a way to relax for a while. UGGHHH!!! I just want to fix your lives and put things back where they belong!!!! Why can't we rewind time? I'll stay in AZ so we'll never meet, then you'll have the life you deserve to have... a happy life, together.. without me. It would kill me (more like I would kill me) if I never met you, but I'd rather be dead than be here seeing you two living like this. Neither of you deserve ANY of this. Why can't I just switch places with you? But... I guess "I just want something I can never have". I'll try my best to make this all go away....
That song is amazing and so so so true (re-worded, of course)
I apologize for my patheticness, but hey- it's who I am now.
I Love you
with my whole heart...
...even though it may be gray now. (sorry-had to add that.. I can't get enough of NIN)
