Without a reason.

Why am I feeling all of this pain for no apparent reason?
This is really brutal and agonizing on my heart.
Its affecting everything in my life I can't function correctly.
The poetic side of my self has heightened.
But I still end up crying after every line I write.
These words are pouring out of me flowingly.
Even with this depression and anger building up.
All these issues are arising and the simplest things set me off.
I just want to be normal again this isn't good.
I love being able to write but I hate the feeling-
Of being broken and torn without a reason.
My visions blurry and my hands are shaky,
The doctors say there's nothing wrong with me.
My friends say that it will pass,
And my family doesn't know or understand a thing.
I know in my heart that this is true pain.
As brutal and as rabid that this pain may be-
Everyone goes through it as least once in a lifetime.