Close My Eyes and Jump

Shes in deep
and refuses to come to the surface
i dont have a good
view from up here
my vision is blurry
i cant see her very well
is that really her
it looks like shes wearing a mask
why would she wear a mask
when ive seen her before
i know shes beautiful
why is she hiding from me
does she think ill judge her
when all i want to do is love her
i am seeing her from
a different point of view now
im noticing details i never saw before
i want to see her beautiful face
i took off my mask for her
maybe hers is glued on
harder to take off
shell probably need help
taking off her mask
if she wont climb
i guess my only choice is to
close my eyes and jump
and hope i land beside her

*I love you Rachel and miss how it used to be. Im sorry if Im the one who messed this up but I hope I can fix it. You are my best friend in the entire world and i want it to stay that way*