Raining Red

Oh im asking your forgiveness
cause i dont know what to say
if i cry and say i need you
would you stay another day
and i swear time freezes every time
i look into your eyes
i just wonder how long it will take
for you to realize

that you are my life
and you hold the key to my heart
and without you boy
my entire world would fall apart
you are everything i need in my life
and i thought you felt the same
but when you broke my heart
boy your bullet missed its aim

cause its my hand that holds the blade
and the tears come from my eyes
its my head that just cant think about
not having you in my life
so by killing off my heart
all you did was stop the pain
of the blood that burns my skin
when thoughts of you i cant contain

now the waters pouring down
and i have cried for so long
this happens when i think of you
so i ask myself what went wrong
you are my reason to live
desperately i need you here with me
my heart is broke beyond repair
maybe now i will be free

cause its my hand that holds the blade
and the tears come from my eyes
its my head that just cant think about
not having you in my life
so by killing off my heart
all you did was stop the pain
of the blood that burns my skin
when thoughts of you i cant contain

its too late to say youre sorry
it doesnt matter anymore
cause you chose my fate
when you walked out the door
i wasnt good enough for you
but i was the last one to know
now my blood is on your hands
even though it doesnt show

it was my hand that held the blade
when the tears came from my eyes
my head just couldnt think about
not having you in my life
you are the only one to blame
once your words got to my head
i am worthless alive
so youre the reason im dead