Finding my way to love

I've been thinking alot lately,
Of all my mistakes that is forever stuck in my memory,
Life isn't so easy as I thought,
Finding something valuable needs to be fought...

I've always been running away,
The end of the road will come meet me someday,
I run when I feel like I'm cornered,
And hide myself in a dark place where I deserve...

I've been trying to answer a question,
Why can't I be everything God intended us to be?
I feel that life is the hardest education,
We have to learn and live our lives imperfectly...

I've been needing an inspiration,
Not just another infatuation,
I don't want to waste any emotion,
Because I don't want to be in another life-threatening situation...

All I want to do is to find my way to love,
I want to cherish what I'll have,
I don't ever want to miss a chance,
To be in a life-long romance...