Can not say goodbye
and i don't know why
i am leading you on
i know it
but to break your heart
to tell you no anyways
that might push it
and i don't want to feel that
my heart is black enough
do not push me into seclusion
alone and afraid
the game we play sucks
and i am afraid to lose
i am afraid to try
because in the end
i have my own goals, my
beliefs, my
ethics
and mostly ideals mine,
and none of it includes you , nothing
because i am afraid to lose
