Broken fairytale

Should I wait or should I go?
Why won't you let me know?
The beloved thoughts of our infatuation
Is secretly written in a place in my head
So no one could ever uncover my secret wish
Of your momentous return for us to finish
A story you once wanted to start
But left in the verge where I am standing so far

Every word I say secretly paints a fairytale
Of an untold promise that I still wait in pain
Because I can still remember why I hold on to this
It is when you said that I should wait for your kiss
The one that could wake me up from reality
And into a dream where there is you and me

But all I have are vague thoughts of you now
The way you spoke of the once greatest vows
So fragile, you told me not to tear you apart
Still you knew this is how we'd end up from the start
Why did I let you in to this heart of mine?
Before you came I was doing so fine
A happy yet a treacherous smile lurks from my face
Every bit of sadness visibly hides the trace
How bitter can our destiny behold?
Of the love I thought you felt but was never untold.