Dead Fantasy

Is it so hard to hear my crying fantasy?
Or is you heart that careless for you to see?
That you left me to suffer our tainted memories
Which I try so hard to hold on to though it'll never be
Is your love worth waiting for?
Or should I just stop like you said before?
I wanted so hard to make us last
But it turned out, it all died so fast

As I see you smile in your lover's affectionate side
This heart you broke continues to deteriorate and hide
Because you do to her on what I thought was for only me
I guess I was wrong, 'cause now you both look so happy
But if I turn back this time, will you still come back?
Or will I just be another one of your dying past?

This secret emotion which I desperately try to erase
Just grows deeper and then falls back, but never dies
They say time heals all wounds, maybe not for me
As time forwards, I just sink dependently into your memory
But someday I know I''ll be over it
Maybe not now, but someday I''ll be