Caught

My miserable eyes run miserable tears
I find no friends to cry on, no resolute peers

Through music, I play broken chords
Noticeably my hands shake, show my fear
My lonely lips speak lonely words,
forlorn, mind thinks thoughts barely clear

Everything breaks down
I shatter in pieces and bleed unseen
In love I drown
That how it is, that's how it's always been

Once again, I'm deprived by bliss
No happy ending, no "against all odds"
I can't grasp joy, I can only hold pain
and let go those fake masks-- those damn facades