Much More I Can Handle

So many tears on your grave
My tears running down my cheek
Tasting salty and full of sadness
Pushing me away from the right way
Taking drugs to be normal
Think right don’t commit suicide
You my big star would you care about me?
You ‘re so far in heaven smiling down at me
But you are so near to see my tears leaving my eyes
That too much I can handle
Can I turn back the time?
You left me in a brutal way
Drugs are my only rescue
Friends? I don’t see any!
Hey babe why you left me?
I wrote “You” to honor you girl
Seems to be the right way
To win your heart and love
but there was much more pain I can handle
my friends left me, my moms hate me
and now you’re gone to a far place
there I want to be
…Kathi…why did you want to run the street
crash a jeep,
Now on your grave there is my poem “ you”
Cause I dedicated to you and I know
You had loved it baby
On your grave I’m lying
taking pills much more I can handle
Come closer girl come closer to me……