Stop Hiding

Forgotten, ignored, not loved by any
Friends? Yea right, i don't have many
Lost, not knowing who i am
Holding everything in, like a clam
Letting life's troubles out through my words
I speak them in the dead of night, never to be heard
I don't pity myself, as you might think
I know i'm very lucky, i don't need a shrink
Bad things have happened, just like to others
They all had their problems, they all had covers
I'm sick of holding onto the bad
All it does is remind me and make me sad
Today i decalre, no looking back
That was then, and yea it lacked
Many things i needed, but you can't change the past
I'm letting it go, and i'll be sure to last
Who i am, i lied, i always knew
I just wanted to live in someone else's shoes
Misunderstood, weird, and completely insane
I'll accept myself, and this way i'll remain
Things didnt happen because i wasn't good enough
They happened for a reason, and other stuff
Stop hiding, that's the advice i give
Be who you are inside and live
No it's not easy, it's a hard path
But hiding forever? You do the math