To let go of you...

Where are you now,
When i need you the most?
Your sword is not there,
you deserted your post.

You ran to a war,
that you could not fight.
You did the wrong thing,
but what you thought was right.

So how can i hate you,
now that your dead?
How can i miss you,
without feeling dread?

How can we mourn,
when you left so much pain?
How can we just stop,
to start again.

Because everything you siad,
is still here in my heart.
You said you'd be here forver,
but now we're apart.

So i'll look into you eyes,
and forget all the lies.
I'll pretend you were true,
so i can let go of you!!