Left out of everything thats been alone
told to stay at home...

I'm the one over there
I'm never here or anywhere...

I sit here on this chair
the clock is quickly ticking by...

~I know it is long, but please read it, it brings...
what was it that brought this life to me...

People, why do they do this?
why would they do this...

I watched a boy
I watched him stumble down the road...

Today is my birthday
and I'm sweet 16...

Hollow wind of horror
you can't surprise me yet...

Dear diary
another long day at school...

~* This poem is XxI Hate MyselfxX continued, it...
I don't want to be like this...

Dear God are you up there?
are you watching over me...

Screaming out for help
screaming really loud...