My body image
disgusting...

I am still waiting for my day
The day where I can understand your pain...

Today is my birthday
and I'm sweet 16...

Every single morning
When I get out of bed...

The things that you say
i know they're all true...

I do self harm
but whats it to you...

Pain so deep only i can feel it
thunder so loud only i can hear it...

Sitting in my room
trembling with the knife...

This life
not easy...

I wrote a poem 3 years ago
And only reread it now...

Through all of my lies
You see exactly who it is I really am...

You were never there
never there when i needed you most...