I kneel to say my evening prayer
But I wonder, Is he even listening up there...

I lay in bed, close my eyes to the moonbeams
And wait to float to a land full of dreams...

It's time to let it all out, my dear
It's time to recall ever scar and every tear...

One day, my mother said there was something to...
'A friend of ours has just passed away, slowly...

I ponder as I walk down the street
'Will I ever feel loved, ever feel complete...

I sit here, reprimanding myself
For causing you the pain I did...

I can never find the words
To tell you how much I love you...

I look at my wrists, all torn and red
I want to pull the hair right outta my head...

He stands there silent and strong,
Not caring if it's right or wrong...

When I'm up there, singing alone on the stage
I feel nothing of hate, heartache, or rage...

I hate my schools
I hate all the rules...

I still miss you, my Daddy so dear
I wish you were still with me, I wish you were...