One day, my mother said there was something to...
'A friend of ours has just passed away, slowly...
I hate my schools
I hate all the rules...
When I'm up there, singing alone on the stage
I feel nothing of hate, heartache, or rage...
He stands there silent and strong,
Not caring if it's right or wrong...
He thinks he's useless, he thinks dumb
Thinks he's as useful as a starving bum...
I've loved him for the longest time
But, he'll never love me, never be mine...
I ponder as I walk down the street
'Will I ever feel loved, ever feel complete...
Why do you have to act this way?
As if I'm deliberately trying to hurt you...
I am surrounded by people
yet I am so lonely...
I sit and look at her tearstained face
And wonder how she got to this aweful place...
It happened so fast, I didn't see it coming
The joy of it, the ecstacy was almost mind-numbing...
It's so cold
So cold, without you...