Its never going to the same my friends
We will never sit here like this again...

I sit and I stare at the wall
and all the faces looking back at me...

I remember that look in your eyes
I remember laughing as your face looked surprised...

Even recently you've always said if you were left...
I think you lied to me daddy...

Look at me and see my scars
just for once see me as they are...

Let me fall asleep in someones arms
let my face light up with all their charms...

I'm aware there's nothing you can do to make me...
I'm erasing you now, forgetting the past, trying...

I feel so sad all of the time
In random situations I break down and cry...

Oh let me drown in this water whirling so fast
Please let me escape the future, the present, and...

You're not allowed to smile at me
at least don't let me that expression see...

I really don't think that family life has been...
You had three loving kids, a loving husband, and...

You always smell so good
with a taste so intoxicating to me...